Gaming shops make obscene amounts of cash. Yes they do. I can't believe that for years, I didn't realise that and do something about it. After searching for sources and stuff, here's my conclusion...I can get the same stuff as what shops like Comics Connection, World of JJ and Comics Mart sell...and more in fact...for a lot cheaper. Not only that, but I can get it cheaper, inclusive with arrive-in-4-days-latest shipping. I ought to open up my own online store or something. Also, I personally find the service at Comics Mart rather lacking. In fact, I've been waiting 2+ weeks for a reply to an email I sent, which was indeed recieved by them. I don't know who this Carol is, but whoever she is...heh. This is not helping the initial impression I got from visiting their main store, though the ones at the Raffles City branch were polite and helpful. Heh.

My next post will probably be about Navia Dratp...a cool anime chess game which has won over even one of the toughest of critics(aka Kao).

Warning: Pointless post of gloom. Generally just another one of my ramblings, so...seriously...unless you're into that kind of thing...don't waste your time.

Almost everytime I feel like making a post, the words "why bother?" pop into my head. Heh. Let's face it...almost every 3 out of 4 posts I make which aren't quiz results are rants of sorts...and I'm betting its more than 3 out of 4 times. See? This one's a rant too. So why bother? After all, how many people actually reads this blog and how many to so on a regular enough basis anyway? And at the end of it all, why in the world would they want to have to put up with my whining? Besides, I've thought through most of those issues in my head already and I'll probably not forget my conclusions to them. So why darken someone else's day?

Interestingly enough, the only person's day I don't darken is Kao's...and I don't think he even reads this blog. No point anyway, since he knows most of my thoughts on various issues anyway. But hey, he sees things fairly similar to the way I see them, so that's no surprise. He's probably just as used to the darkness as I am, or almost so.

Heck, I can wipe a smile off a person's face without even trying...and somehow ensure that the smile doesn't return...just by being myself. Heh. In fact, that's probably the general effect. Which more or less means...I'm a crappy person. Heh. Tell me something I didn't know.

W's a lot more socially acceptable than I am. Yes he is. Trust me on that one. When he's in control, most people won't normally realise it, unless they're a target. Not only that, when he's in control, he gets the job done quickly and efficiently. Dammit, if only I could get him to last longer without suffering an oversurge. That's the problem with Command 001. We're both not conditioned enough to make the effect indefinite. Thankfully, its the holidays and generally, everyone's too busy with other stuff to bother lil 'ol me...so I can stay at home, shut myself up in my room and just...be me...for lack of a better way of putting it. I'll need W soon though. Its a real pity that he can't fully absorb me just yet. How ironic that I'm still stronger, even now. I don't really want to be around anymore, heh.

Its funny...a fair number of people who know of my head condition tend to get shocked when they realise my attitude towards it. If I live, I live and if I die...well, I just hope it'll be quick and painless. In fact, dying ain't so bad; I don't really mind. Of course, most people who realise this don't seem to get it, so their reactions are rather amusing. If the Almighty has chosen to K.O. me, it means that whatever his will for me was, its either been done or the chance has been lost. Aside from that, there's not really anything holding me back here. While the extremely few friends I have might be sad, let's face it...I'm not needed here. I don't have any sense of belonging to tie me down either, not to my church, my school, etc.

At this juncture, I'm thinking of just trashing the post...or as Eric Cartman would say, "screw you guys, I'm going home". But...it seems a waste to just destroy this work of misery I've composed. I'll just slap a warning up there at the top. If you're reading this, you've obviously not taken heed of it. So I hope this post hasn't affected your mood too much. Heh. That's it...I'm going to bed. Merciful oblivion of the senses.

Interestingly, this one generally accurate...amazing.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Procrastination...is not good for me...

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

lalalala...

Your Life Path Number Is 22

22 The Life Path 22 is the higher of the two master number, and the most powerful of all the Life Path numbers. As such, it is also the most difficult to live up to and fulfill. The 22 individual in endowed with many powers from within and they can reach any heights in life. A truly positive Life Path 22 person, equipped with a suitable education, can be a master builder in society. An idealistic nature is grounded in practical terms, allowing you to conceive grandiose, far-reaching schemes and carry them through to the end. If you desire and are willing to work for it, you can achieve enormous success, prestige, and fame. Obviously, everyone with this Life Path does not become famous, but you may have realized early in life that you have the capacity to accomplish a great deal with relatively little effort. Several Life Path number possess special spiritual understanding, however, the 22 is unique in that this path has great understanding, but also the ability to apply knowledge in a practical way. There is purpose to your life and you view your tasks and obligations in a very emotionally controlled and determined way. Really negative 22 people are very rare. When they do show up, there power is similar to positive 22, but motivations are in a negative vein and they are very dictatorial, insensitive, and overbearing. The majority of 22 people fall into an average category who still have sufficient ability to reach great heights within their chosen fields. The ability to control emotion may help in the business world. This is a powerful Life Path, both for the material gain it can bring and for the higher good that is often achieved for mankind.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Interestingly enough, its fairly accurate...

Your Birthdate: October 19

Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path. But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated. A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

MIT! MIT!!! And I had to go to NUS DAMMIT!!

Your SAT Score of 1460 Means:

You Scored Higher Than Howard Stern You Scored Higher Than George W. Bush You Scored Higher Than Al Gore You Scored Higher Than David Duchovny You Scored Higher Than Natalie Portman You Scored Lower Than Bill Gates

Your IQ is most likely in the 140-150 range

Equivalent ACT score: 33

Schools that Fit Your SAT Score: Deep Springs College Massachusetts Institute of Technology Pomona College Harvey Mudd College

What Does Your SAT Score Mean?

It almost sounds like a contradiction...

Your dating personality profile: Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you. Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. Intellectual - You consider your mind amongst your assets. Learning is not a chore but a constant search after wisdom and knowledge. You value education and rationality.

Your date match profile: Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Sensual - You aren't looking for someone who is sexually repressed. You want someone who is adventurous under the covers.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Religious 2. Sensual 3. Intellectual 4. Big-Hearted 5. Adventurous 6. Wealthy/Ambitious 7. Romantic 8. Liberal 9. Practical 10. Outgoing

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Religious 2. Practical 3. Sensual 4. Big-Hearted 5. Intellectual 6. Conservative 7. Adventurous 8. Outgoing 9. Athletic 10. Romantic

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